"you are too caught up in killing"
Hmmm. I enjoy the challenge of finding the birds, and getting close enough for a good shot. That means I must read the weather, wind, cover, how many people are hunting with me (never more than 4 in our group), and where I think the birds may be at that time of day. Always a challenge.
How do I know I correctly analyzed the situation? Birds flush within 10 yards of me! Now what? If I just keep on walking without shooting, aren't I harassing wildlife? In Colorado, you get fined for that. I could carry a camera and take pictures, I suppose. But, I like seeing other people have success, also. Should I let them know I won't be taking them any more?
Hunting is a sport, which I enjoy. If you don't enjoy it, don't do it. But, don't tell someone they should not enjoy the ultimate reason for the activity. I don't give ribbons to my hunting buddies that can't hit a bird. Nor do I give out hiking merit badges. The final goal of our days in the field is meat on our table (well, in my snacks. I make pheasant sticks out of most of my birds.) The benefits of pursuing our goal includes walking, enjoying the outdoors, enjoying the ride to and from our area, and spending time with each other.
Killing is a part of our sport, but I never celebrate a kill, nor lose sight of the fact that I took a life. Most life necessitates the taking of another life, whether animals in the wild, or humans. Anyone who is not vegan takes life for sustenance, either directly or indirectly (I leave vegetables out of this discussion). We supply some of our own food through hunting. Nothing wrong with that. And, keeping a tally is not wrong, either. Many valid reasons for keeping track of your harvest.
Okay, I'll get off my soap box.