>Sorry to hear about your situation. Unfortanately most of us have been through it and can sympathize with your pain. A friend of mine sent me this after my dog suddenly died on a trip to South Dakota. It won't fill your void but it sure helped me in my greiving. I still get teary eyed every time I read it and think of Cody. Best wishes.
>>> How sweet!!
>>>
>>> Why Dogs Don't Live Longer than People
>>>
>>> Being a veterinarian, I was called to examine a ten-year-old Irish
>>> Wolfhound named Belker. The dog's owners, Ron, his wife, Lisa, and
>>> their little boy, Shane, were all very attached to Belker and they were
>>> hoping for a miracle.
>>>
>>> I examined Belker and found he was dying of cancer. I told the family
>>> there were no miracles left for Belker, and offered to perform the
>>> euthanasia procedure for the old dog in their home. As we made
>>> arrangements, Ron and Lisa told me they thought it would be good for
>>> the four-year-old Shane to observe the procedure. They felt as though
>>> Shane might learn something from the experience.
>>>
>>> The next day, I felt the familiar catch in my throat as Belker's family
>>> surrounded him.
>>> Shane seemed so calm, petting the old dog for the last time, that I
>>> wondered if he understood what was going on. Within a few minutes,
>>> Belker slipped peacefully away.
>>> The little boy seemed to accept Belker's transition without any
>>> difficulty or confusion.
>>>
>>> We sat together for a while after Belker's death, wondering aloud about
>>> the sad fact that animal lives are shorter than human lives. Shane, who
>>> had been listening quietly, piped up, "I know why."
>>>
>>> Startled, we all turned to him. What came out of his mouth next stunned
>>> me.
>>>
>>> I'd never heard a more comforting explanation. He said, "People are
>>> born so that they can learn how to live a good life -- like loving
>>> everybody all the time and being nice, right?" The four-year-old
>>> continued, "Well, dogs already know how to do that, so they don't have
>>> to stay as long."
>>>
>>> Live simply. Love generously. Care deeply, Speak kindly. Leave the
>>> rest to God