Found some at Scheels. #4 pheasant load. Works for me. Bought enough to last the season.What are you looking for? 12 gauge? Hunting loads? A certain brand or load? How many? I am assuming you have already looked at Walmarts, GU, Cabelas, Bass Pro and Scheels. My cousin has a shop and could have something that will work for you...might need to drive a bit.